Only one word can describe my current situation now – EXHAUSTED.

This week I’ve been literally running up and down getting things done with work, training and the amazing race project. Having that said, I totally have no preparation for my class at all which is due to start next week. I’ve neglected one of my important goal in my life.

I normally look forward for new semester. I would ‘scream’ for class timetable if it’s not made available just to ensure I wouldn’t enter the wrong class and location. I would ‘yell’ at the person in charge if my units are enrolled wrongly as I wouldn’t be able to access MOODLE and OASIS. I would ‘ambush’ the library for my textbook to avoid buying textbook.

Have I lost interest in my study already? No, I’m not. I have so many things to do yet so little time. Is that just an excuse of improper time management?

At time, I ask myself “What have you done bitch?” and at time I answered myself “Serve you right, you ask for it!” There are also time where I just wanna give up. Life would be much easier; less hectic, less stress. I think. But then again, I don’t see myself growing. Or could it be it’s due to hormone imbalance that made me feeling this exhausted.

I think this is just part and partial of learning process to achieve certain goal in life. Small goal, less effort and big goal requires big effort.

What do you think?


  1. The one and only Nina aka Ninut

    14 July, 2011 at 9:30 pm

    Exhaustion, stress, emotional distress is part and parcel of life. A life journey is not complete without challenges and obstacles. Challenges may bring you to the lowest point of your life, but without challenges we will not learn and grow.

    I definitely understand how you feel, balancing studies, work and family is not an easy task; but God is great He gave us the gift of courage, determination and the will to accept His challenges to be a better person!

    You’re doing a fantastic job, keep it up woman!!! And to sign off, do take note only Woman has the ability to multitask, stretch ourselves to the limit and still look fabulous!!

    1. ladybirdmollyz

      14 July, 2011 at 9:50 pm

      go girl power! that does lift up the spirit in me and thanks for the sweet encouragement Nut. XOXO 🙂

  2. Cyril Dason

    15 July, 2011 at 11:34 am

    Take it easy there… Sometimes, you need time to relax and build back that ‘excitement’..

    1. ladybirdmollyz

      15 July, 2011 at 11:55 am

      ya agree with you. i think i can only do that this Sun. i think. uuhhh i just need to find the time..

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