Only one word can describe my current situation now – EXHAUSTED.
This week I’ve been literally running up and down getting things done with work, training and the amazing race project. Having that said, I totally have no preparation for my class at all which is due to start next week. I’ve neglected one of my important goal in my life.
I normally look forward for new semester. I would ‘scream’ for class timetable if it’s not made available just to ensure I wouldn’t enter the wrong class and location. I would ‘yell’ at the person in charge if my units are enrolled wrongly as I wouldn’t be able to access MOODLE and OASIS. I would ‘ambush’ the library for my textbook to avoid buying textbook.
Have I lost interest in my study already? No, I’m not. I have so many things to do yet so little time. Is that just an excuse of improper time management?
At time, I ask myself “What have you done bitch?” and at time I answered myself “Serve you right, you ask for it!” There are also time where I just wanna give up. Life would be much easier; less hectic, less stress. I think. But then again, I don’t see myself growing. Or could it be it’s due to hormone imbalance that made me feeling this exhausted.
I think this is just part and partial of learning process to achieve certain goal in life. Small goal, less effort and big goal requires big effort.
What do you think?