PreMonition

In life, there would be a point where you had enough of everything. It is even more frustrating to know all the efforts and scarification put in place are not workable as the whole idea and plan was just to take you for granted.

It hurts to know the truth. 🙁

“Nobody is willing to take your place neither do they are interested…” – the sarcastic sentence that I will remember for eternity. And hell yeahhh…I hold the grudges due to that too coz it hurts me so much.

I don’t understand why a dead log that can’t even be used to produce paper is better than a bonsai tree that even bears beautiful flowers.

I just don’t understand it.

“We have to mould ourselves according to the situations. If it requires us to be a triangle shape then we have to shape ourselves in order to fit in…” – the sentence of wisdom that I will remember for eternity.

But the truth behind it is actually to accommodate your own dignity and pride.

“Let’s have a heart to heart talk. Are you ready to rock and roll? Are you happy with the new challenges?…” – the most stupid sentence that I will remember for eternity.

It makes me smiles sarcastically and gave you a big slap of wake up call on my 5 years of existence and professionalism that makes you speechless. You weren’t expecting to see that coming from my mouth anyway and you deserve it.

Then you came out with an attempt of getting back your dignity.

“Everything that you contributed is big as you are the back bone of the whole operation. And don’t ever think that you’ve contributed less…” – the most lame ass licking sentence I ever heard that I will remember for eternity from someone that I thought is wiser than me but in actual fact is not.

I’m not blind, I’m not deaf neither do I’m stupid.

I’ve seen and heard shits happen and things are just like time bomb; waiting to explode at the right moment where nobody is prepared for it just like the September 11th.

And when that happens, I’m no longer in the picture as I have my own plans and everything is working according to the plans for now.


Oh yes take this premonition of mine and stick it on your forehead as the game has just started.

4 Comments

  1. Desmond

    21 October, 2008 at 8:21 am

    Yeap….i know the feeling. Been getting a lot of similiar statements & complimenst from sone people in the work but they remain statements only lah. The only solid statement that ever work is…. 'Let's get drunk' and we did! And well…after the hangover and vomitting in the toilet you say "I am never gonna drink again"… that last statement never worked.

  2. Mystery LadyBird

    21 October, 2008 at 8:34 am

    desmond,
    i guess this is normal in career hahh…but whatever it is we would be fine as long as we follow the flow and hit the jackpot when the right time comes.. 😉

  3. Desmond

    21 October, 2008 at 8:52 am

    Hehehe….the people who say it has been reading too many management books that they want the ability to express how clever they are in saying it 🙂 without knowing what it means. Being on the ground…I mean serving the people of Sri Aman I discover ‘lip service’ won’t get anyone anywhere… unless its a different kind of lip service lah… hehehe.. which is of course more exciting 🙂

  4. Mystery LadyBird

    22 October, 2008 at 12:44 am

    desmond,
    well said there, i couldnt agree more with you. talk cock jak lebih just to accommodate their agendas. however its hurting and sickening when you are the victim but nevertheless from the positive side of it, you’ll get to learn from it and it can be used as your secret weapon in future.

    i always believe in karma – what goes around, comes around and when it does comes around…you’ll hit the jackpot. i know this will take time and time will tell therefore along the way, we play it smartly. 🙂

    agik idup agik ngelaban induk utai tuk cak.. )

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