With the upcoming graduation ceremonies, 10th anniversary celebration and the open day in few days to come, un-necessary pressure and stress come from all directions. It is really suffocating me and I am at the edge of exploding. :(

It is quite frustrating to know when you are being label as not being co-operative, rebellious, defensive when oneself is looking for ‘a scapegoat’ to execute tasks that had been allocated by others to execute. What the ‘fish’ is that?!!

*take a deep breath to cool her down*

Anyway whatever it is, I am holding on to my standing and nobody can change that. If stubborn is the word to describe my standing then let it be as I’m being stubborn for a reason. Huhhh…

On the other hand, despite all of those un-necessary stresses I managed to complete all of my tasks which I’ve listed down this morning in my organizer book. I feel proud of myself and looking forward to a better day tomorrow. :) (you just got to motivate yourself what)

I’ve also listed down on 4 major events that I planned to join this year and should there be no obstacles comes in between, I’ll be treasuring the experiences in my blog soon. I’m looking forward to participate in these events;

- Mukah Kaul Festival, Mukah (24th - 26th Apr 2009)
- Miri International Jazz Festival, Miri (8th - 9th May 2009)
- Rainforest World Music Festival, Kuching (10th - 12th Jul 2009)
- Borneo International Kites Festival, Bintulu (sometime in Aug, date is to be advice)

Can I do it? I think I can! Go, go, go LadyBird® :)

ps - damnnn…I’m so multi-tasking. ;p